Embracing the Cracks: Ivette Smith on Finding Strength in Doubt and the Healing Power of Self-Reflection

by January 3, 2026
Ivette Smith - Cracks in the Foundation
Ivette Smith, Author of "Cracks in the Foundation"

When life shakes the ground beneath our feet, most of us scramble to patch the cracks and pretend everything is fine. But for author Ivette Smith, those cracks were not signs of failure—they were invitations to rebuild stronger. Her book Cracks in the Foundation: Dealing with Doubt is not only a guide to surviving doubt; it’s a strongly personal perception on learning to see doubt not as a destroyer of faith, but as its silent architect. In her interview with LA Reporter, Ivette spoke openly about what inspired her to write Cracks in the Foundation. The idea, she shared, was born from her own moments of questioning—those times when faith felt distant and life’s noise drowned out spiritual clarity. “When things are getting hard,” she said, “I try to focus on the fact that it’s not going to last forever. It will pass.” Her words echo the book’s opening chapter, where she describes sitting outside a church, heavy with confusion yet aware that the darkness she felt was only temporary.

That awareness forms the heart of Ivette’s philosophy: healing begins when we stop resisting our doubts and start understanding them. She sees doubt not as a flaw in faith but as “a challenge that pushes you to look at things in a different way.” In her view, questioning doesn’t weaken faith—it refines it, helping us discover layers of ourselves we might otherwise overlook. Throughout Cracks in the Foundation, Ivette invites readers to explore what faith truly means beyond dogma or organized religion. Her writing, rich with references to multiple belief systems, frames faith as a living, breathing process—“a dynamic journey” shaped by trust, emotional commitment, and lived experience. In the interview, she clarified that her book isn’t confined to religious faith: “It doesn’t necessarily have to be a particular denomination. There are many things we all have in common. When we hurt, we look for help.” This inclusive vision is represented in her discussion of spirituality beyond institutions, where meditation, mindfulness, and connection with others become acts of quiet devotion. She even admits she no longer attends formal church services, choosing instead to “do a lot of meditating in the mornings and before bed, taking it all in and hoping for the best for the next day.”

One of the strongest themes in both her book and her conversation is the importance of reaching out for help. “There are others out there willing to help,” she says firmly. “Sometimes it’s just difficult to ask for help because we have a habit of hiding certain things—out of embarrassment or fear.” She reminds readers that internalizing pain only deepens isolation. In Cracks in the Foundation, Ivette reinforces this message through personal stories and psychological insights, noting that doubt often brings fear and confusion but can also foster resilience when shared and explored openly. She encourages readers to express vulnerability and to view conversation as a sacred act of healing—a perspective that resonates with her belief in empathy as the cornerstone of spiritual growth. When asked why she sees doubt as an opportunity rather than a setback, Ivette explained, “It challenges you to look at things in a different way… trying to find the answers to those questions gives you new perspectives and paths to go down.” That idea mirrors Chapter 1 of her book, where she writes, “Doubt is not the enemy of belief but a catalyst for stronger understanding, personal growth, and resilience”.

Ivette believes that by sitting with discomfort—rather than denying it—we gain the courage to evolve. She draws inspiration from figures like Mother Teresa and Martin Luther King Jr., who, despite their doubts, continued to live with conviction. “With doubt can come growth,” she says, “maybe developing an area you’ve neglected. It may even bring you peace.” Opening up about her personal struggles wasn’t easy. “There’s a lot that’s dear and close to your heart,” she admitted. “But knowing that real people are suffering the same thing will help with coping and maybe give them different ideas to deal with their situation.” That honesty infuses the book with authenticity. Her narratives feel intimate yet universal—stories of people confronting faith transitions, emotional exhaustion, and the search for meaning. Her viewpoints on these experiences tie back to her core message: healing doesn’t come from certainty but from courage—the courage to look within, to ask, to seek, and to share. “Doubting,” she said, “gives you a little more insight into what’s motivating you to go on or what’s holding you back.”

Ivette’s book and her words redefine faith as something broader than theology. “Religion as an institution can help if that’s where your support circle is,” she explained, “but it doesn’t have to be.” In Cracks in the Foundation, she discovers how faith adapts across cultures, religions, and even secular philosophies, showing that meaning can be found in science, community, or simple acts of compassion. Her approach mirrors the book’s larger purpose—to help readers rediscover spirituality in whatever form it takes, whether that’s prayer, reflection, or quiet time with oneself. She urges readers to stay grounded through mindfulness and introspection: “Sometimes it’s just closing your eyes and internalizing calmness,” she said. “You can basically have a conversation with yourself and evaluate what’s going on.” When asked what would make her feel that her book had achieved its purpose, Ivette responded simply: “If anyone can find peace or a way to approach their situation… if it makes somebody feel cared for and loved, that they are not alone—that would be an accomplishment.” That sentiment radiates through the final pages of Cracks in the Foundation, where she writes that “every path, no matter how uncertain, holds the promise of light”.

Jasmine Lee

Jasmine Lee

Jasmine curates LAReporter’s rich coverage of arts, entertainment, and city culture. With a background in film and publishing, she has worked with Variety and Artforum, and is dedicated to spotlighting creatives shaping LA’s identity.

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